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Name: jay


Interests: making a difference, loving unconditionally, being beautiful, finding meaningful songs, having intellectual conversations, creating chaos, embracing immaturity.


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Member Since: 9/1/2007

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Saturday, December 01, 2007

the wacky world of jess.

Everyone has something really strange about them. I call them wacky facts, and I have a heaping pile of them. So here, for your enjoyment, are my wacky facts.

  • i hate ice cubes: i hate the feel of them and i hate the sound that they would make, if they made a sound, when you rubbed them against eachother.  but they do add to a beverage.
  • i'm afraid of: ladybugs, butterflies, the dark, and werewolves.
  • people with handicaps make me feel nauseous. not because they're gross or anything, but because i feel so bad that i was just born the way i am, and they were born the way they were.
  • i'm a perfectionist when it comes to titles on paper. if i'm taking a note in class, and the title doesn't look perfect, i crumple up the paper, and start again, and so nobody notices, i bounce my legs as a distraction. i think i'm solely responsible for killing most of the trees in canada.
  • i worry that people won't hire me because i'm just below the average height of most of the people i know. i'm 5'5.5
  • i love my body, but i'm still self conscious about it
  • when i was younger i threw my cat to the boy next door, from my two storey high, bedroom window, to his two storey high, bedroom window. . . the cat didn't make it, but she survived the fall (sorry winnie the pooh, . . whatever happened to you? . . huh. i don't remember what we did with that cat when we moved.)
  • i really, want to work at sportchek or home depot.


Friday, November 30, 2007

i'll never forget my death

i've given this issue a lot of thought,
in my situation i've had no choice,
these thoughts swirling in my mind, i have fought
but at last i've found a practical voice

they say my days are quickly running out,
chained to this damn pachine each day and night
he waits everyday to find a hint of doubt
that what doctors say can surely be right

it's time for him to simply accept this,
but while he crosses fingers, i wait to die.
this morning he gave me a tender kiss,
on the cheek as he finally said goodbye.

he reaches beside the bed and sets me free
i'll never forget his favor to me.








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